Wednesday, June 30, 2010

2010.06.30 Wednesday

Hump dizzle 4 shizzle.

I woke up in the middle of the night last night. Very random. I think it was 3 or 4 in the morning, I went downstairs and turned off the slow cooker, then took a tinkle. Laid back down in bed, and just kinda sat there. Cooool.

Ate my garlic chicken potato creation for lunch. I swear that had to do something to my urine. You know how asparagus makes pee smell terrible? Well I think this garlic stuff made it smell like salsa. Weird yeah.

I maintained a good level of grogginess throughout the day. Upon coming home I managed getting nowhere with Zelda, then passed out. Nothing is wrong with a good nap right? Made myself a rather filling dinner of green beans, pasta, hummus and strawberries.

No kickball tonight. Rain :-(

Tuesday, June 29, 2010

2010.06.29 Tuesday

yup. it's a Tuesday.

Work went by pretty smoothly. For lunch we took the interns out to Rudy's BBQ. Great food. I got a jalapeno and was taking bites from it directly instead of slicing it up into something. Yeah, that pretty much destroyed my mouth. I miss having my face burnt like that. Who's up for some plucker's fire-in-the-hole? That's a burn you get to enjoy twice ;-)

So I just want to point out something that struck a chord with me today. A guy posted online how he got something in the mail for a Weapons Systems Engineer position, and how he's learning to become an engineer to save lives, not destroy the less fortunate. He goes on to ramble about how we have always been the instigators of war, how we kill innocent people, and how our government is evil because of the insistence that we go to war illegally and immorally.

*sigh*

Ok, so I'm pretty sure we can all agree that war is pretty terrible. It is extremely unfortunate that things escalate to the point that somebody ends up dying for different beliefs. I think taking someone's life is an ultimate injustice. However, this guy kept rambling on in some delusional mindset. It is completely unreasonable to believe that there aren't people out there that want to kill us. Just as this doofus was coaxed into this mindset that the US is wrong for engaging military activity, other people in the world are coaxed into believing that killing Americans is the right thing to do. But this, unbeknownst to the original poster, was off topic and thusly creating a schism to which he could continue proclaiming something along the lines of "the US is killing innocents".

Ultimately, it seems like he was trying to pass the blame. To him, the government, congress, the military, people who sign up for the military, and engineers who design anything for the military... all are part of "the problem". This is where I disagree with what he is saying yet again. Living in America, you essentially are buying-in to the representative democracy system that is in place. Everybody pays taxes. Everybody (above voting age) has the ability to vote. You can't just pick on certain job positions to blame them for something that may or may not be the right thing to do. Everybody is in the same boat. Let's take for example, the atomic bombing of Hiroshima and Nagasaki. With this guy's logic: the people who pushed the button to release the bomb are at fault because they made that choice, the person who designed the B-29 plane that delivered the bomb shouldn't have designed a plane to deliver such a load, the engineers and scientists that were making breakthroughs in nuclear science shouldn't have done that because it would end up killing people. Essentially, this guy was saying that anybody that did anything to support any aspect of the war is doing something morally wrong. The atomic bombings are also a good example of how many many innocent lives were taken. I have to be honest, the atomic bombings were pretty over-the-top.

But even today, the question still remains of whether or not such an act was necessary to end the war. I think the actions were justified at the time. What do you think would have happened if we DIDN'T involve ourselves in WWII? Sometimes the rest of the world needs our involvement, because heck, we need them too. We need to have imports and exports. We need there to be other great nations. Consumers want technology that isn't just American (think PS3 and Wii). Life isn't black and white, it is many many shades of grey. It is very hard to determine if we need to spend money and interest on other countries around the world, because as I said before, we need those other countries.

Technology is leagues beyond what it was back then. Today, we have the capability and communication systems in place to be pro-active in stopping injustices around the world. In addition to these newfound abilities, advances in technology have made it possible to deliver a missile with accuracy of something ridiculous like a square foot or so. This is an alternative to just bombing the crap out of an area that we think there might be an enemy. How is this not reducing the amount of innocent lives taken? Are we right in stepping up and policing the world? Maybe, maybe not. Is it the right thing to do? I'm leaning more towards a yes on that one. The fact of the matter is that we have a much better life than many others around the world, and there are people out there that hate us for it. So much that they are willing to kill or be killed to express that.

Another argument that I have, albeit a much weaker one, is that the global economy historically does better when money is spent on defense (a nice way of saying war stuff). It sure does look like a money sink, but I'm pretty sure many countries after WWI (most notably Germany) were having a hard time economically. Part of Hitler's rise to power was through science and defense budgeting, and promises of a great nation. Without this turn-around of slumped economy with government spending, modern rockets that we used in the 60's to reach the moon would not have existed. Much of the technology that reaches the consumer market started off as research from government spending.

So the real question here, would there still be any drive to push the economy and technology without this type of spending?

And ultimately, can you blame an engineer for designing something that could potentially kill someone? If you said yes, then I hope you never drive a car, fire any weapon, ride any roller coaster, use a computer, or step foot in any type of home or building.

/rant

I went home and took care of a lot of things. First, started laundry. Second, prepared music for mp3 player. Third, cooked some garlic chicken and potatoes in the slow cooker. Fourth, cooked a frozen pizza in the oven. Fifth, prepared a fruity topping of strawberries and plum. Sixth, watched an episode of smallville with Kelc.

Snooze.

Monday, June 28, 2010

2010.06.28 Monday

Sorry everybody. I'm bombarding you with blog updates because I've been pretty lax lately about getting around to this.

Pretty darn groggy this morning. That is unusual for me. Probably has something to do with the amount of food I've been eating lately.

Finally made myself get back in the gym. A few minutes on the bike, bench presses, crunches, and various tricep workouts. And a protein shake so hopefully I'm not super sore later.

Played around with more Zelda after work. I can't find the remaining 5 gold skultulas. Bummer. I have 3 pieces of heart also that I haven't gotten yet. Dubble Bummer.

Cooked up some basic pasta for dinner, just to fill me up a bit. Went to the grocery store and stocked up on some good eats.

Played around on guitar for a bit. I need to force myself to get a good 15-20 minutes each day. Seems simple, but I get distracted so easily.

2010.06.27 Sunday

Woke up pretty early. Leaving with my family to attend my cousin's graduation celebration. Not the official ceremony, but just a feast with friends.

On the way there, we stopped at the Burton Meat Market. One of the very few real butcher places I know of. My mom prefers getting her ground chunk from here, so she put in an order of about 20 pounds. My dad just grabbed a bag of beef jerky, which we all proceeded to eat on the remainder of the trip into Chappell Hill TX.

We arrived at the Chappell Hill Volunteer Fire House right on time. I began fixing myself plate after plate of finger foods until the main course was served. I had all kinds of vegetables and party mixes, chips and salsa, candies and desserts.

The main course was some awesome juicy pork chops, smoky grilled chicken, and sausage links. For sides, corn, green beans, buttery potatoes, jalapeƱos, macaroni salad, onions, and some awesome pickles. I ate sooo much that I was starting to fall asleep on my plate. Not even kidding. I eventually woke myself up to eat cake and hopefully ride a sugar rush until we had to leave. On the way home, I passed the F out. Comatose.

Still full from lunch, I didn't bother really eating a dinner. I handed off one of my beefsteak tomato plants to my dad to raise, since I had one more than expected. Need to germinate a jalapeƱo plant soon.

Played a good amount of Zelda and made it to where I only need to beat the final temple/boss. I have to decide now if I should go back and find all the secret things, and can be able to say I did this game 100%, or just finish it and move on. I'll probably go back for the easy 'hidden' things.

After I'm done with this game, should I jump right into FFVII, or take a break? I know I should be cutting back on my TV time, but mythbusters is just so hard to pass up. Getting a guitar pedal working was pretty exciting, kinda inspires me to make something else. I have all these parts...


2010.06.26 Saturday

Slept in a good amount. Kelc ended up leaving to go run more errands. She's been taking care of a lot of things lately. Pretty awesome.

I played some more Zelda. Kelc packed up and left for Florida to hang out with family.

I finished up things with the guitar pedal, and made some serious progress with Zelda. Eventually made myself some dinner, leftovers from TxLC and a bushel of >10 day old asparagus. Actually turned out to be quite a bit of food, but I scarfed that down.

Tried to get some sleep.

2010.06.25 Friday

Today is the day, a day for the record books.

I spent the morning playing Zelda and goofing around. Kelc had to leave to join up with the ladies.

Eventually got off my butt and went over to Radioshack. Bought myself a LM741 operational amplifier. The op-amp that came with they DIY kit I got was borked. Could be my fault, or just one of those fluke manufacturing defects, or one of those crappy suppliers that sends chips with nothing in them.

Cleaned myself up, spent 15 minutes getting dressed up for the wedding (one of the cases in which it's awesome being a guy). Arrived at the church... and didn't see anyone around. Awkward.

The ceremony went by pretty smoothly. Supposedly there were a handful of people with wet faces up at the alter, but I didn't see that.

Made our way over to the reception. The country club at The Hills. It's near Lakeway. Pretty sweet. The married couple went off into the golf course to take pictures, and as the sun was setting, the sprinkler system came on right on top of them. Awesome.

Good food and fun dancing (although slightly awkward and very white-person style). And they're off...

2010.06.24 Thursday

Rehearsal dinner day.

Work just like any other day. Until I ended up staying late. Booo.

I ended up missing the rehearsal, but made it to the rehearsal dinner part of Amanda and Josh's wedding. I'm still in disbelief that Amanda is tying the knot, but at the same time, really happy that she found somebody that she wants to spend the rest of her life with. Weddings always send me into a spiral. I get into a reflection mood. I think back about a lot of things in the past.

For dinner, we had some Texas Land and Cattle. Great choice, although I've gone a few times and every time they undercook everything. The groom even sent back the raw meat they served him. I would too if I was supposed to be getting married the next day; don't want to have food poisoning.

Ran a couple errands and grabbed some ice cream for dessert.

Watched some Dexter's Laboratory and Smallville, then snooze.